mono-khromatik:

And I absolutely can’t wait for it. Winter has to be my favourite time of the year. The air is nice, cold and crisp. It doesn’t hurt to wear oversized sweaters and jackets on top of them. A good excuse to buy tons of knit scarves and beanies. Despite the decrease in temperatures, winter has so many heart-warming holidays to celebrate with those you love. Not to mention, I love all the holidays drinks you can have all the hot chocolate and coffee drinks you want.

(出典: miscons-trued)

My dad just said he wanted to talk. “I heard from your mother that you’re quitting school” (I meant that I wanted to do something else next year). “This j-rock is too big part of your life. You don’t care about anything else”. You know… Yes, this is a huge part of my life. I mean what remains if I wont have it? Nothing I think. “You wanna go to Japan?” I didn’t say anything, but yes that’s the thing I want the most. I tears started to fall. “I can buy you a trip if you go high school trough” SHIT. FUCKING SHIT. I want it. The most. But I really don’t know if I survive this. It’s too hard. “You are lazy” It’s not just laziness. REALLY. I don’t want to be like this. I’m so tired. Not the type of tired that can be slept away. I don’t know can I do this. I want. But I’m afraid that I can’t.

I’m always just a big disappointment to everyone. I’m so sorry.

(出典: s-i-l-e-n-c-e-m-i-n-d)